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SOPHOMORE year
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what a fun time, an amazing time to be alive (i only get 2 more of these) i guess ill start from the beginning, powderpuff game with a girl im gonna call nancy, you are a fucking cunt nancy and amelia, ugh so i went to the game because i had to clean up, that was my one job, and i really didn't expect much from it. i met one of my friends linda (he is a guy) there and i said hi and sat next him, bored i got up and moved because i saw amelia at upper corner of the bleachers. i went up there and was greeted by nancy, (a girl i met last year in spanish, kind of annoying if you ask me) who gave me a bear hug, the entire time i was looking at amelia with a "help me" face after that i sat down and talked to amelia a bit, and nancy was constantly hovering over me and not to mention trying to talk to me over and over, i sat down like 3 seats lower from amelia, with two other friends from last year, beth and alice and guess who decided to sit next to me! nancy!!! at this point i was getting annoyed and started to ignore her a bit trying to send the signal of "get the fuck away from me" she continued talking, and touching me and commenting on how i looked like i hated the world (which is partially true) when she eventually left i finally started to open up and talk to beth and alice, it was a good 15 minutes THEN NANCY SHOWED UP AND DID HER THING! aka touching, and trying to talk to me (about my sex life mind you, which made me extremely uncomfortable) i knew she had a crush on me, but she is annoying, and ugly as fuck so i really was sending the signals of "i dont like you back" but she still hasnt got the hint anyway, i dont want to give her that much attention, so anywho, amelia, during all of this she was in the top corner of the bleachers, like 2 or 3 rows away from me, i gave her a few glances and she was with this guy (i didnt really know he was her boyfriend), and eventually they started cuddling and shit which admittedly made me jealous, i had a secret crush on amelia, but i figured i shouldn't worry about it. (this is important for when i get the dance part) so anyway nancy finally left, and i spent the rest of the night with beth and alice, after they left i got to clean up! yay now for field day (the day between doesnt matter) field day is a big deal at my school, basically the entire school all gets into one gym and we do events and crap, its basically all the classes vs each other seniors and sophomores vs juniors and freshman and sophomores vs freshmen with seniors vs juniors. its really fun! or atelast it was last year the sophomores and seniors always win (spoiler alert), last year i sat in the middle of the bleachers, it was really uncomfortable and awkward since i was baisically kicking and being kicked by the people around me. so i decided to be the genius that i am and sit at the side of the bleachers, with a huge crowd of people. i didnt sit down... ...at all! and i couldnt see a thing, so basically it was like going to a concert, wait no that has music its like going to a football game, and sitting infront of a giant bush, except that bush is hot sweaty people who forgot to put on deodorant. eventually near the end i cut my loses and sat down on the side bleachers and played on my phone waiting for it to be over i got looks from teachers and other people who probably think i was depressed or something, but i was just having an awful time (no worries guys) alright, now to more story!!!!1 after field day, that night i went to the bonfire, this year i have been pushing myself to be a better, more well rounded highschool student like actually have friends that do things so i walked up there and was greeted by... you guessed it all my friends (haha just kidding) i was alone, and awkwardly paced around waiting for them to actually light the goddamn thing but wait!!!!!! i wasnt alone!!!!!! nancy and her group of friends was there, i hung out with them to keep from the expense of looking like a social outcast. and i regret it! she was being her usual self constantly touching me, pointing out what im doing wrong, and you know just talking with me flirtatiously the entire time i was just thinking to myself (light the goddamn, fire.) it took them a good two hours to light it, and after spending 15 minutes with nancy they finally lit it. but, there was one girl in her group of friends who was defending me from nancy (aka whenever nancy would say: "oh wow kevin, your so anti social" the girl who i will call... Riley, would be like "he is just acting like a normal human, standing.) so @riley i have a kind of crush on you since your nice, and above kinda cute. anywho, the fire was done burning and i told everyone i was leaving, but nancy insisted that she and her group of friends walk home with me. i agreed and we walked to my old elementary school, which is on the way to my house. we got there and i only stayed because i reallllllyyyyy wanted to swing, and play on old playground equipment i havent seen in years. so i did that and one of her friends, i kid you not said this to me: "your hot, if you have money ill give you a blowjob" he was a guy too, and i mean i kind of considered it but i didnt have any money and he looked like jack frost mixed with dylan the hacker, so i didnt get a blowjob that night. i left the playground and nancy followed me, she wanted a hug, but i physically refused, making her settle with a highfive, and fist bump. i took the long way around and entered my house through the back (just in case i was being trailed, i really dont want them to know where i live) and now for the actual dance! homecoming, i got all spruced up, in a tie and shit, i was genuinely excited. i was gonna meet beth and alice there and it was gonna be great! right??????? nope i got there and waited in line for like 15 minutes listening to a group of girls and their gay friend pipe on about how cool and different they are, to just pay for my ticket (which was $25!!). so, i got in met beth and alice but they weren't alone! they had a few others with them, which was fine but, in the group, there, were some that were from nancy's friend group i really didnt want to dance in front of them, so i walked back into the commons got some lemonade and went back in there! ready to do this! but instead i just stood at the side of a circle watching my friends and other people dance. i saw this girl, a freshman who is in my health class, i get the felling she has a crush on me (which is cool, she is actually a cool person unlike nancy) she waved and stuff and we met later in the dance near the commons, because i was getting some water, we talked and she told me how i looked really bored, and how i should dance and stuff but i couldn't tell her my whole story at the moment, so i gave a few quick bullshit answers and let her be. she smiled at me and said this: we only get a couple of homecomings so you should enjoy this one. i took that to heart. when i walked back in i found my friends at the upper corner of the gym and guess go on guess who was there did you guess? nancy the fucking cunt she was trying to force me to dance, but i did not want to give her the satisfaction of seeing me dance so i backed out onto the wall and played on my phone amelia showed up with her boyfriend (who at this point i completely forgot about), she also wanted me to dance, and even her boyfriend went in and started trying to get me to dance. but at that point i was just over it, i got out of that shitfest and went into the commons, got some water and i remeber what that girl had said: we only get a couple of homecomings so you should enjoy this one. and at that moment you may be thinking, so is this the part where you start going crazy and dancing, and flirting and having tons of fun right? nope this is the part where i realize that me trying to be something im not is stupid, this entire week i have just been going with the group because i was too afraid to be alone, at powderpuff, at the bonfire, and even at school. i was constantly putting up with bullshit that i didn't need. with friends i didnt want, because i didnt want to be seen as "that creepy loner kid" but she made me realize, that being alone doesnt matter. i can dance and do whatever i want by myself. it doesnt matter if i have people to do it with, and i also dont need to keep doing something i dont want to do. like this stupid fucking dance. so i went to my friends and told them i was leaving, and i walked out. and that was my homecoming, made me realize that you dont need to do things that other people think are fun but you dont, i guess that was the lesson?
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