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SOPHOMORE year
For starters, let me apologize in advance for my last post. I don't know what came over me, but I will have all of you know that after that day I went back to my pessimistic self. So I guess I should give recap of my week.
Nothing special for almost the entire week except for a few things, my brother left for college, I got annoyed(oboy what a surprise) and I had a life changing self journey that last 4 hours. So my brother left for college, and the least I can say about that is this: fucking finally. Me and my brother don't admittedly have the best relationship, that being that we hardly talk to eachother and when we do it's not the friendliest of collisions. All he does is complain about everything and acts like a victim when at the same time, he spouts out some nonsense about him hating people who act like victims and people who complain. Which is extremely hypocritical coming from him if you can't already assume that. Secondly, he has absolutely no respect for anyone other than himself. Not to mention he can't keep his mouth shut, going back to the respect thing he will yell at you if you ask him to go do something. He will also turn a debate into a shouting match if you disagree with anything he says. He also doesn't know not when talk or say something inappropriate. For example, if my dad asks him to something he will yell and call him stupid, which has lead to some moments when I actually thought he would get kicked out of the house- but I don't have to worry about that because he is finally gone. (And I didn't even get into the fact that he is a vegan, gay, spiritualist). I got annoyed, like I said, what a surprise. So I assume anyone who is reading this remembers Ryan from my very first post well, while on my life changing journey that lasted 4 hours I got stoped by him and today, was bring your own cup for a slurpie day at 7/11. He asked me to come and I said no, he said okay and went with his friend Max instead, I have some things to say about Max, but that is for another day. Anyway, when I got back from my life changing journey guess who fucking rang my doorbell, Max, and Ryan. I ran and opened the door and was greeted by both of them, they asked if I wanted to go longboarding, I said this, "no, i'm tired." Hoping they would just go away, but they asked me about 4 times while at the door and I said "no i'm tired" each time. They looked pretty disappointed and tried to play that mopey bullshit hoping I would take pity on them, but I didn't because I have no sympathy for these people. I really hope that now they got the hint, because earlier in the week they walked home with me. I say it like that because I had my headphones in, and they walked next to me, and apparently they didn't get the hint that I don't like them then and I don't think they will get it now. Oh well, at least it gives me something to vent about. Now the moment you have all been waiting for! My life changing journey that lasted 4 hours! Yes, this was amazing. Now what was it you ask? Well no, it wasn't shrooms or something weird like that, it was a reallllyyy long walk. Why you ask? I don't really know exactly "why" I did it but for the most part I am happy that I did, I myself haven't been just outside in nature in probably like 2 weeks. So this was good for me it was relaxing and it really just made me appreciate things a bit more. I don't really know if I can explain why it was life changing, it was just simply the fact that - I am trying to change myself this year and going on a 4 hour nonstop walk with little to no water was not really something I ever planned on doing, and so I did it and I am proud of myself. /end
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